hai… welcome back to my blog ^_^
it have been a long time. Since January, I have never written in this blog. Probably you will ask why right now I write my blog in English. Sorry, I can’t tell you right now :p but I promise I will discuss this matter later. Whatever, by written in English… I wish my English will be better. I need to improve my English as soon as possible. So…I think it will be good to practice it.
I little bit wish this blog have been neglected by my family and friends :p it is not a secret but I just… ehm…I don’t know how to tell. Confused?? Never mind :p
OK…
Now I live with my sister family…(of course with my sister, my brother in law, and my lovely niece…chica ^_^)
Chica (I have a lot of names for her.. not really good of course :p the truth is I will always love her whatever happened with me or her) has gotten a fever for two days. I didn’t see her smile when I came home.. Her sounds.. Her laughs…I missed it so much.. Wish she will be healthy…
My parents really worried about their first granddaughter…My mother sent me sms asking about her granddaughter condition..I said to her… Mom please… calm down… just keep praying.. don’t think too much (because if she thought too much she would get a diarrhea or headache) Allah will protect her..we..and all of the universe. .. and she said “Ya I believe it… How if you went far away from me?? I will miss a daughter who I could share with..Yeah of course we could send an email, message, or calling. ” (Actually since I was in university, I usually go back to home two or three times in a year). It is being one of my concern recently.. try to make my family closer. I thank to God because I born in harmonius family. So… What is the problem?? :p the problem is my parents, my brother, and my sister are closer to me. Confused?? :p Yeah..included my father.. the fact is… my father told his problem to my mother… my mother told all of her thought to me… my sister also told of her problem to me..my brother?? (yah if he need something he prefer to told me). So… I want to make them close each other (in this case told what their thought each other). How if I had to go or bad thing happened to me?(Who knows?). Back to the topic. It need time but I think they could do this. I believe it. just need a little effort and everything will be fine. I know Allah will keep my family. Allah always with us.. ^_^
Btw, today who trains me in my job finishes his contract and start to his own business. I wish he will be success. I am really happy could meet him.
Now… do the best for my job… preparing my new partner in job….preparing my family if I am not around them anymore.. preparing some kind which I have to prepare (make a decision and do it with your hearth n brain… difficult huh :p so don’t think too much… think when you need to think.. hahaha.. more difficult :p)
I know it is not good posting…but yeah.. I just try to share it… :p and… I try to be better again.
enough for today… almost time to go back home.
bye… ^_^
