yah… these words came from my friend yesterday… her name… ehm… we could call her initial… S (from she?? hahahaha)..
when we were chatting yesterday she told me her apologized. Sorry because she didn’t tell me what she feels with that country which I also probably will go there in the future (in the closed time actually :p) the probability hmm… around 70% I think (I have gotten the acceptance letter :p beside I have to take another TOEFL or TOEIC test). she just didn’t tell me all her feeling (just the good things). said that everything is fine…ok… and yesterday she share with me the bad things… and she told it because I will be a new member in that place :p the place is only nice if we come as tourist but… if you come as a student?? no way…
I just laugh.. don’t worry… I know that…and I know her… almost 6 years?? when she and I were new students in our university at 2003..during that time we’ve worked together in a team (in litkim group, several experiment in campus, etc) so… I know her personally… one of my best friends… she like shopping…. eating… hanging out…beside she really good student… yeah..she didn’t tell me everything but I could see from her status chatting, her facebook account, what time she signed out from YM.. her face when I ever asked in Bandung last year about her condition… she could handle it.. and I also believe that I could because God give me this opportunity and it means I could do it…
She also said we trapped in the same hole… so welcome mita… and I smile…
yeah we trapped in the same hole.. so let’s make a sweet hole… for living… we make a plan.. what we could do in the future.. hahahaha… she said that she will come to my city and I’ll go to her city…have fun together… visit a nice place… walking around.. And I said… how if we go to russia?? or… mongolia?? she would rather going to south korea… and…we will see…(consider to our financial and our free time of course ^_^)…
So.. yeah.. here I am… when I look back… why I did this at January? I don’t know.. maybe I will not try this right now (oh.. so childish :p).. I will.. because it is good for me.. for my future…
what I am afraid of? I know the answer… I am afraid because I will do what things which I love to.. during my life, I do much things which I don’t like it..and I learn to love it… and… right now is my chance to do what I love.. to prove it.. That I am good enough.. hmm..ganbatte ne mita-san… actually I still have to learn my unfavorite things… could you guess? learn new language… new alphabets…beside I have to improve my English.. Actually I am not good also in Indonesian language.. I also don’t like it (the formal grammar?? huh…) :p
